Dear diary entry 1

Dear Diary,

        I have this letter for you, well not really for you. But for someone out there who just can't get a hint...


why don't you just tell it to me straight,
That before I can just never replace her
It has always been about her
The way she acts, the way she looks, and even all the things you now hate about her
It has always been about her,and nothing about me.

No other feeling can express the way I feel about you right now,
everything is all mixed up
I don't really know how this feeling feels
but at a point, all I can feel is pain, agony
I think it is more than I can take

you make it seem like it's my fault,
Nothing I ever did was right
because it was all about her, and just her
You always put me down, make me think that I'm nothing
But Im nothing, nothing like you
Im me, and you're definitely you
I will always be here for you when you get on the right road
Don't get me wrong
I don't love you, and I never will
I'm just me

Where did I go wrong, I lost you
You were a good friend, a good man
but then you lost it all
all for her, you should never give everything for someone else
You should leave something for yourself
because when you lose that person
you'll feel as if you can't live to see another day
I know you will come running back to me
But I'm not just some other girl
I'm me, I'm stronger, better
No matter what you do, or what you say
I will never, ever ask you to stay.


                                                                                Love, Icia